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Sacrifices
By James H. Hindes
The fabric of our lives, woven of our deeds and those events which
simply appear to happen to us, has often been compared to the back
of a tapestry full of knots and criss-crossed with threads. Only
occasionally does the confusion give a hint of the wisdom revealed
in the picture on the front, which is revealed only to a higher
perspective.
The loom with its warp and weft is the whole of our earth existence
in space and time. The weaving is done by angels and human beings
working together. But every biography is also a story for itself.
Every life is uniquely created by both human and divine actions.
Everything we think, feel and actually do contributes.
For us mortals, working
on the tapestry of life usually means working on the side with many
knots and apparently meaningless twists. Until we cross the threshold
it is not possible to see the whole picture. Only then will we know
with absolute certainty how much was actually the work of angels
and not a mere “accident.” Yet we would like to know
now the true meaning of any sacrifice we may be contemplating. Such
knowledge could inspire and motivate us to take a step for sacrifice.
We are especially willing to make a sacrifice when we can see its
meaning.
Then there are those
involuntary sacrifices we are forced to make. When, for example,
we have lost a job, a relationship or when a loved one has died,
nothing can replace the consolation of understanding divine intentions,
of knowing why.
There is one situation, however, in which we can know that a sacrifice
will have lasting significance. When we sacrifice genuinely, which
means selflessly, then we are working on the tapestry from both
sides of the threshold. For a truly selfless offering can only be
made by our higher self, by that part of ourselves which is divine
and therefore originates in the spiritual world. Truly selfless
actions done for the benefit of others begin in that part of our
“selves” which would act as God himself would act, given
our knowledge and abilities. At one with our higher intentions,
our deed contributes something to the angels who can immediately
weave it into the picture of our individual life and the lives of
others. Sacrificing means losing something, even if it is only time,
but it is found again later on the other side woven beautifully
into the picture of our lives and the lives of others as they are
seen by God.
And because it is the
divine in us which enables us to make voluntary sacrifices, such
offerings can bring us closer to the wisdom of God. Then, from his
perspective, we are better able to discern the meaning of the our
involuntary losses, the sacrifices imposed upon us.
Life with it sacrifices
and losses is not meaningless. Its meaning we can feel as we learn
more and more to turn to the divine ground of the world who, with
his angels, is always weaving in widths of space and depths of time.
All the sacrifices we make for others are offerings brought to him.
As he receives them he sends us the wisdom and the strength we need
to weave a more beautiful tapestry for ourselves and above all for
the world and others.
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